A Few Personal Reflections on Discipleship
Feb 10, 2010 It is not a cool thing to be a disciple nowadays. As for me, it is often not easy to consider myself as a disciple because, in my mind, the word “disciple” belongs to people of special categories such as Sumo wrestlers, Japanese comedians, and Japanese chefs. I can easily see myself as a student or a subordinate or a server because I have been one. But not a disciple…it’s hard.
I know It is my calling to be Jesus’ disciple and to make His disciples (Matt.28:19 “Therefore go and make disciples of all nations…”). But what does it mean to be Jesus’ disciple? The current “Peter --the Rock” sermon series got me thinking…and what follows came to my mind.
The beginning of discipleship is Jesus. Jesus invited his disciples with words like “come” and “follow me.” This is contrary to common practice in Japan, where would-be disciples choose masters and ask for their permission to study under them. I am Jesus’ disciple not because of my own initiative but because Jesus first knew me and invited me into personal relationship with him. What a privilege!
The goal of discipleship is Jesus. When Jesus called Peter, he “left everything and followed him”(Luke 5:11). Wait a minute…Peter just caught a large number of fish after laboring all night long. Why doesn’t he take the fish with him? It is evident that Peter’s priorities have changed radically—he no longer followed fish. He followed Jesus! What caused this radical change in Peter’s priority? As Mark Terayama said in his sermon, it is because Peter’s eye’s were opened to Jesus’ divine authority. Jesus, I want to follow you…reveal yourself to me…impress your authority on my heart so that I can keep my priorities right.
Jesus did not give up on Peter. Peter was far from perfect; he was a broken man. Once he was so wrong that Jesus had to rebuke him by using such a strong word as “Satan.” Before Jesus was crucified, Peter along with all the other disciples deserted Jesus and ran for his life. But Jesus was committed to Peter far more than Peter was committed to Jesus. The resurrected Jesus appeared to Peter and said to him, not “This time I will desert you!” but “Follow me!” (John 21:19). Isn’t this amazing? I am as broken as Peter. And I find great hope in the fact that my discipleship hinges on His commitment to me before my commitment to Him.
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